MARRIAGE AND FAMILY

So honestly... most of the time I am not sad about not being married. The only times it is hard for me is my birthday, going to weddings, and sometimes at church. Yah.. I am retarded. So Brockster got married a couple of weekends ago to Kensey, and as much as I love him and Kens...I chickened out at the temple and luncheon.. just hard. But, I did make it to the reception. When I was waiting in line to congratulate Brock and Kensey.. Kens waved to me.. and it warmed my heart and reminded me of something that I had forgotten. Families come in all forms, shapes, and sizes. Brock and Kens are starting a new family... I was with my pops.. he is my family... The MacArthur/Sharp and Crismon clans treat me like family.... I don't have to be married to have family.. I have tons of kids at school, my nephews, a niece on the way, my godkids, Mikey, Bean, Kels, Erin.. I have kids !! There are people all around me that are my family... they fill that void. So.. will I be depressed about it sometimes... yah probably... :>) But, I am glad that Kens waved to me and reminded me to be happy for the families I have. I wish her and Brockster all the best. They are both amazing people.. and I am glad to know them.